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11/12/08

Dada, I am sorry for everything.


He is the most charismatic leader who changed the way India played cricket. He is the man who walked side by side with controversies, enduring them silently with that mystic smile on his face.

Sourav Ganguly became captain of the Indian cricket team, in the most turbulent times. He was the country's most successful captain, both in One-days and Tests; he was one of the most graceful batsmen the game has seen, probably matchless on the off-side; he was easily one of the most controversial ones too. But above all, he was the charismatic leader who changed the way India played its cricket.

Though he is the one of the most successful captain team India ever had, one of the biggest clichés about him is that half the world loves him while the other half hates him. And I remember how I used to hate him, how I used to blame him saying that he is the most arrogant captain India ever had.

But I failed to see the fighter in him, I failed to see his endless passion for cricket and his unshakeable desire in the heart to overcome all the hurdles only to come back and play good cricket. Dada, I am sorry for everything.

9/25/08

I can't and i just can't;(


Well, it’s the fourth dry day of this week! I can’t stand it anymore. Imagine sitting in the office for continuous 4 days. (I remember the same me was grumbling about the pile of work. I was screaming that the pressure is too much and I can’t handle it. Hmmm, that’s last week. It’s this week. Can’t mess up them, alle?)

I felt very sad that there is no clock on the wall for me to kill my time counting it. (Counting time looking at ones mobile is a bit too much as u all know)

So I spent my whole time fighting with Boobs, pulling Kunju’s or Nandu’s legs-I did it just that they give their legs for me to pull it. Surfing endless surfs. And the photos of Paratha and some fishes ready to fry invoked the hidden desires in me. (I came across those pics in the Orkut profiles of one of N’s friends. I really hate her for asking me to go through her ‘that’ friend’s profile.) I thought I would give M some amusement as well. So I rang her up, and went in hunt for Kerala Paratha and chicken Curry. We landed in a hotel. The waiter walked to us and recited Chicken Biriyani and the names of some rice items-we (I) frowned to him and asked for Paratha and Chicken Curry. We waited and finally it came in another ten minutes, I who was particularly hungry for Paratha and chicken curry fell on it. Took one piece from the Paratha and dipped it in the Chicken curry and threw it to my mouth. All my happiness fade out, it had disgusting taste (though M finds nothing wrong with the curry). Poor me as I have highly developed taste I had to eat Paratha without curry.

Mmmm, it always happens with me. And I know my problem is my highly developed taste. What to do! I can’t stop living just that the world has not grown up to my standards;(

8/21/08

Someone was painting the sky red


I opened my eyes into the clock on the wall. It showed 7 am. I looked out through the windows and the Sky out there was red. For a moment I felt nothing unusual. But with in fraction of seconds I realized the sky being red is not normal!!! Haven’t I been singing “roses are red and skies are blue” right from my kindergarten???

I sprang up from the bed dashed out to get a full view of the sky. It was amazing; I could not help thinking to myself. Both the Sun and the Moon were there in the Sky.

The Sky was red but partially and looked like a badly dyed bedspread. How it could be, I wondered. Then after a while I consoled myself that from today own wards the Sky going be red, the Son and Moon are going to be present together. And the educational departments will have a busy time correcting the basics. But a weird red Sky would be the last thing to stop me from getting back to my work, I realized. At office, at cafes, in crowded BMTC buses, people discussed about it with a pinch of fear and fun. By the time the Sky was turning redder and redder.

The red night spread over the city. There was no Sun in the Sky. I sat on my terrace looking at the red shining Sky with funny looking stars. In Radio City the RJ wound up her program wishing everyone a Red-Night and the newsreader of NDTV was still trying to get some scientists online for better explanations. Mmm it’s not really bad, it s gorgeous. Then I got reminded of what the boss said as I was rushing out from the office late in the late evening. I need to write a caption for our own company E-campaigns based on the new “developments in the Sky”.

What is it! Some thing is slowly coming crawling down from the moon. Gosh it’s a ladder. It was 12 midnight. Fear gripped me. But I could not move as the ladder comes down and down till it anchored on my terrace. With a mixed feeling of terror and excitement I looked at the ladder that hung from the moon to find nothing on it. Something is moving from the ladder. It’s a tiny figure. The thoughts about aliens and ETs came to my mind. Though scared I could not help looking at the moving figure on the ladder. Finally the figure landed on my terrace forcing me to accept the truth that it’s non other than the child who fishes sitting on the half moon in Dream works Animations website. It was the fishing rod and his half folded jeans that made me into realize the truth.

As he stepped on to the terrace he asked me “Can I use your bath room? As I have been painting the sky I need to tidy myself a bit.”

Then I noticed his whole body was smeared with the stains of red paint. Though confused I showed him the bath room. As I heard water splashing from the bath room I wrote the caption my boss wanted me to do for the next day-
“SOMEONE WAS PAINTING THE SKY RED”.

8/2/08

I am a Looser


I was walking through the bustling crowds of majestic. Lost in my hurry to board into the bus I was rushing. Then I felt my pocket for my mobile and I realized I lost it!Yes, I am a ‘looser’!!!Oh it’s not for the first time and mobile is just one among my ‘stolen’ belongings!! I have let loose my passions, dreams and insights to mesmerize the world out there!! I let go my dreams that could take you to a ride to the moon. You might be wondering what on earth my dreams have to do with you!The crazy wild stolen dreams have been quenching my boss’s thirst for unique and different things. I let my self ‘loose’ the seeds of my dreams and imaginations into the fields of creativity yielding a harvest of beauties unheard and unseen. Always my stolen dreams, ‘lost’ passions, harvested dreams always have been replaced with yet more crazy and wilder ideas How on earth one could miss reaping such pure and blissful dreams that are being refilled from time to time? Yes I am looser who gambles with dreams, passions and creativity always to win millions for one!!!I am a looser of passion and dreams who ends up in winning you thousand other things while earning herself a million beautiful other dreams….

6/11/08

IPL-A magic not a match


Decades back when Sachin hit his first boundary in Lords inaugurating his splendid career, it was another feather to nationalism. The dozens boundaries Indian cricketers hit during IPL, changed and brought in new equations and alliances, both in sports and in nationalism. What does money-driven matches like IPL mean to us would be a million dollar question.When MS Dhoni’s Team-India won the Twenty Twenty World Cup, cricket fans cheered in one voice for Dhoni’s kids. But the same, cheering for Shane Warne's Rajasthan Royals, against Dhoni's Chennai Super Kings, would appear slightly bizarre, though the truth. It was as if the history of fights between Indians & Kangaroos made into perspective. Kudos to sportsmanship, hardly anyone seemed mindful of Shane Warne who always played provoking tricks against Indian players sending them off to pavilion.The fights Indian cricket board fought with Australian and International Cricket Board seeking justice against Australians ‘inside pitch behaviors’ seemed centuries back. The age old cricket=nationalism equation got explicitly subverted bringing in new global and regional equations.

Apparently in the IPL final match half of the Indian fans’ hearts were beating for Warne and his time. That’s the magic IPL has played. It took cricket beyond nationalism. To the Rajasthan fans Warne was not an Australian but their team’s super captain. Interestingly the IPL 20 cricket super captain is not DHONI who brought the first twenty cup to India, but Warne an Australian- may be one of the teams Indians keeps grudge against next to Pakistan.This is the IPL effect; it has shaken the loyalties of the fans putting them in dilemma . Yes in IPL it was true, it was divided by team and united by kingfisher!


Looking at the way brands are being advertised in IPL it is visible that the whole game is divided by teams and united by King Fisher. Malliya has again let the card of surrogate advertisements play a major role in his product promotional activities. Held at a time when hot discussions on surrogate advertisements happening inside advertisement board, the team name royal challenger is bound to takes one’s imagination far beyond that very name. Kingfisher unites not just a team, or just those who fly but those who pub too!Hardly ever before individual as brand (SRK, Malliya, Preeti) was advertised through a game to this degree. Social media advertisements were not in the back seat. The number of times an Orkuter got I-poked with team support pop ups justifies this. The amount of crores flowed through TV commercials would definitely be greater than all the earlier times put together.


In short IPL was not just a match, a magic!

Rat-at-animation: A reflection on Indian animation industry


Although the rest of the world would like to dispute this fact too, we Indians had a different take on animals. Rat was the vehicle of the Indian deity, Ganesha while it was an ominous carrier of plague to the west. The first blow to this was done when Jerry and Mickey together proved themselves world’s classic hits, thanks to animation. Pixar through Ratatoille gave the world another (perhaps the best) rocking rodent hero Remy. Telling the story of a rat (Remy) who is passionate about becoming a cook in a decidedly rodent-phobic society, Ratatouille created a genre of its own. This would be a vantage point to look at the booming Indian animation industry- its hopes and hurdles.

The surveys and studies show that India is the most preferred, and preferably the best, animation outsourcing destination. Hard to believe it may be, parts of Hollywood movies and commercials we marvel at are born in the studios of Chennai, Bangalore or Mumbai. Even harder it would be then to believe that we never had a rocking animation movie. Whenever we had some, even the latest Bal Ganesha painfully not being an exception, they were confined to kid’s sections and cartoon channels. Out of the thousands of theatres, the doors of none were open to those animated movies. The Indian parents who go to national market would ask for either Shrek or Lion king or Finding Nemo to amuse their kids. Shrek series were rocking in theatres abroad with families (not just kids) dying to watch it. Finding Nemo, the Oscar winning animation hit, was labeled as “the best family movie”. Even parents are reported to have confessed that they went into theatres again and again without their kids to watch Finding Nemo.

Then we have the million dollar question- why do we never have such a stunningly rocking animation movie? The primary impulse would be to say “because we don’t have a Pixar or a Dreamworks here”. Convincing this answer could be, but there of course are more to it.

Indeed we do have animation production houses that can create special effect animation that comes as chunks of a full fledged movie. Our production houses do not have the technical expertise to produce a full fledged animation movie. Thinking of Indian animation production houses, we have neither brands nor any colossal figures (though we have hundreds of potential figures). The reason we lack in technical expertise can’t be blamed on money alone. The animation= cartoon equation is something that gives a fright to those who are willing to invest on infrastructure. For the Indian audience, animation is something that is for kids and that should be watched on cartoon channels. This not my cup of tea attitude stems from the content the movies deal with. Ratatouille is a scathing criticism on French intellectual society while Finding Nemo played before us the intensity of familial love and friendship. The depth of the storylines of those rocking hits played major part in driving the audience to the theaters.

It will be the rise of a new era in entertainment when a rat (for that matter any thing) unleash a change at Indian animation- a rat.at.animaion.

5/28/08

home-sick-ness


they say
i have a sickness
homesickness
they are right
i have a home-sickness
never-at-home sickness

Colonial Performance on Performative Action


Teyyam is a ritual among the lower caste Hindus of the Northern part of Kerala which attracted and incited the interests a number of anthropologists[2]. Various readings and meaning making have been done upon it depending on the dominant frame works that were available in different periods of time. From the Marxist ideology it has been seen as the symbol of class struggle and the Dalit ideology projected it as a lower caste resistance to the upper caste notions. This project is an attempt to problematize the existing readings on Teyyam, ranging from anti- Brahminical struggle to a performative art. The passing thought that follows could be why one wants to problematize the existing reading on Teyyam, or more specifically, why does it need a re-examination. These thoughts could then demand a reflection on the (theoretical) positions and the institutions that brought out (suggested) these readings. If we look at those readings on Teyyam in the light of Said’s Orientalism, we can find that our readings on and the ideology or the institutions that went into the making of those readings are not “free subject of thought or action” (1997: 23). Said in his crucial text Orientalism that has become the path breaking text for postcolonial theory explores both the range of Orientalism and the ways in which it authorized and thereby controlled the orient. Said further argues that Orientalism controlled the nature and shaped knowledge as well as how it was produced and disseminated.
Following the insights of Said, it is easily understood, as Dipesh Chakrabarty suggests, that a critical historian have no choice but to negotiate with the Eurocentric knowledge that has reinforced by the nation state. In his words,
Since these themes will take us back to the universalistic propositions of modern- European practical philosophy- even “practical” science of economics that now seems to “natural” to our constructions of the world systems (theoretically) rooted in the idea of ethics in the eighteenth century. (1997:240)
He further argues that thus a Third world historian is condemned to knowing Europe as the original home of the modern and will always take us back to the universalistic proposition of the modern. Thus there is a need form our part to look beyond the frameworks of modernity to understand a ‘performative action’[3] like Teyyam. Chakrabarty emphasizes the seriousness of the issue of colonial modernity, expresses his worry that the phenomena of orientalism does not disappear simply because some of us have now attained a critical awareness of it. And similarly a certain version of Europe reified and celebrated in the phenomenal world of everyday relationship of power, as the scene of the birth of the modern, continues to dominate the discourse of history. This realization demands a need from our part to revisit and analyses the problems that exist in the given framework to understand any phenomena. Postcoloniality thus represents a genuine need; the need to overcome a crisis of understanding produced by the inabilities of old categories to account for the world. Partha Chatterjee extends this argument stating that our modernity is a western construct. And the same historical process that has taught us the value of modernity has also made us the victims of modernity (20).
Setting this as a background if we go back to Teyyam, we will confront a need from our part to revisit and reinvestigate the given data, as it comes from the perspective of a colonial modernity. Once we cease to think of the project of “secular modernity as the absolute horizon” (1998: 143) we are to abandon the factual description of a phenomenon put forward from a modern colonial perspective and have to reinvestigate those facts again from a new light.
If I pick my problem statement from this point, I would like to suggest that it is from the values of Eurocentric modernity and the tools that came along with, the institutions like Folklore Academy[4] has been looking at “folk arts” like Teyyam. Raghavan Payyanad, the chairman of folklore academy in Kerala, in one of his essays expresses his anxiety and fear that Teyyam may lose its cultural essence with the encroachment of a unified Hinduism and elite values.
Nowadays the Hindu religious belief systems are getting incorporated into the system of Teyyam at many levels. …Gradually the belief system in Teyyam is changing and the tendency is more towards Hinduisation. … The native religion of Kerala is slowly undergoing the process of cultural osmosis with the impact of Hinduism as an organized religion (2001: 12)
He stresses on the need to preserve and protect practices like Teyyam. Payyanad speaks for the state, as folklore academy is an institution that operates for the state. This clearly shows that an institution like folklore academy, which came into being after independence expresses the same anxiety of colonial anthropologists who also lamented over the disintegration and disappearance of certain culturally specific practices.
To push my argument further, I want to examine two articles: one by J R Freeman on Teyyam and the other by Frits Staal on ritual. Since it goes beyond the scope of this proposal here I will summarize them and briefly (though naively) state my points of departure. Freeman in his article “Formalized Possession Among the Tantris and Teyyams of Malabar” demonstrates the fundamental congruity between Brahminical worship and popular rites of spirit possession in northern Kerala by analyzing them under a single cultural paradigm- formalized possession. By formalized possession he refers to the beliefs and practices whereby formally stipulated and ritually prepared bodies, whether of animate or inanimate matter, are routinely transferred into receptacles for the consciousness and person of deities. The agency of body plays vital part in his analysis. Both possession and puja, he argues, are congruous, for both are performed through the agency of body. Staal in his article “The Meaninglessness of Ritual” argues against the widespread assumption about ritual that it consists in symbolic activities, which refer to something else. Staal further argues that ritual is for it’s own sake and therefore meaningless, without function, aim or goal. Rather it constitutes its own aim or goal.
The problem with freeman is his implication that the practice of Teyyam could check the caste system and argues for a universally human experience “of divine possession against the social canons of an exclusionary Brahmanism” (1998: 94). Frits Staal on the other hand breaks down the very notion of the universal transcendence of meaning through symbols. But with such a proposition how can we possibly account for the conditions of meaningfulness.

Works Cited
Ashley, Wayne. 1979. “The Teyyam Kettu of Northern Kerala”. The Drama Review. vol. 23, No.2, Performance Theory: Southern Asia Issue. June 1979, pp 99-112.
Chakrabarthy, Dipesh. 1997. “Post coloniality and the artifice of history: who speaks for the “Indian” pasts?”. Contemporary post colonial Theory ed. Padmini Mongia. New Delhi: oxford university press.
Chatterjee, Partha. 1997. Our Modernity. Rotterdam/Dakar: SEPHIS/CODESRIA.
Freeman,J.R. 1988. “Formalized Possession Among the Tantris and Teyyams of Malabar”. South Asia Research. Volume 18, Number 1, Spring 1988
Niranjana, Tejaswini. 1998. “Feminism and Translation in India: Contexts, Politics, Futures”. Cultural Dynamics. Volume 10, Number 2, July 1998.
Payyanad, Raghavan. 2001. “Teyyam and Our Times”. Indian Folk life. Vol 1. issue 1. July 2001.
Said, Edward. 1979. Orientalism. New York: Vintage Books.
Staal, Frits. “The Meaninglessness of Ritual”. Numen, vol.26, fasc .1. june 1979. pp 2-22.
[1] The generic term Teyyam is derived from ‘daivam’ which means god. Teyyattam therefore denotes the ‘dance of god’. In the ritual, the performer represents god. Confined to Kannur and Kasargode districts of the north Kerala it is performed on different days between December and May. There are more than three hundred Teyyam performances characterizing the region. Performances Teyyam takes place during the day and night in front of the village shrines. The performers belong to Vannan, Malayan, Anjuthan Munnattan and pulaya caste.
[2] Teyyam has been defined differently by different scholars. J R Freeman sees teyyam in terms of the efforts from the avarna (those without caste grade) to develop their own modes of worship and institutionalized networks of shrines for serving their own deities. These deities are known as Teyyam. To him Teyyam is a parallel practice and evidence that the exclusionary savarna (caste hindus) practices didn’t impoverish the religious life of the lower caste who were excluded from the savarna practices (1998: 83). Ashley on the other hand sticks to the more or less “classical” definition of Teyyam , and defines it as a colloquial expression which means god, and generally refers to numerous spirits, ancient heroes and ancestors and various puranic deities (1979:100).
[3] For Staal a ritual is primarily an action, which is being governed by certain rules. In that sense Teyyam, a ritual, is primarily an action governed by certain rules. In my project I consider Teyyam as a performative action.
[4] Kerala folklore Academy is an autonomous corporate body constituted by the Government of Kerala on 28 June 1995 under the Cultural Affairs Department, Government of Kerala, Trivandrum It is the main study center at Kannur in Kerala state, South India. The objectives as claimed by the Academy includes promoting the traditional art forms of Kerala, providing training for boys and girls in traditional art forms,recording these arts scientifically and classify them categorically,preparing records of these art forms after conducting fundamental survey etc